Exam results

You know, the term... "start low, then step-by-step get higher"?
I don't think it applies to exams.. does it? yet it seems to apply to mine.. Foundation for example.. 2.8 to 3.0 to 3.2.... well, I can't say I'm complaining about that.

I'm just not that satisfied with my current results.. sem 1, 2.4... sem 2..increase by 0.05... I'm not saying I'm ungrateful 'cos there is an increase..its just, the increase is not as satisfying as I thought it would be. These two semesters, there were donkeys pulling me down... How I despise maths... I guess the term.. be happy with what you have..... "at least you increased, dearie, while others had dEcreased...."

It's funny you know.. 1 A, 1 B-, 1 C+, 1 D..... e,f,g,h,...( well that's a cold joke..cough..), A nice B+ for pengajian malaysia.. but not included in the CGPA.. to bad.
Again... I'm grateful and thankful to God for the results. But I'm not satisfied with it, I want to raise it up above 3.00.. Guess I have to work harder this time...

Pastor mentioned... "If you can do it the first time, do you have time to do it the second time??"
Answer?.... No. I don't have time. Life is only one time. No seconders.

Trust Hims always, and He will direct you.
~amen

Touched.

"..and why do we fall??...so we can learn to pick ourselves up..." ( batman begins)

I received an e-mail regarding the sichuan earthquake. I can't say that it wasn't touching, 'cause it was. May 12 2008, even I didn't actually know the date until I read the e-mail. Sometimes I wonder about my feelings of emphathy, or am I just selfish... But what I can tell you is that tragedies can show a side of the world that should have been there always. I was actually starring at this photo. This smiling boy, the strength he had in midst of the shock, unimaginable. I salute him..

Is God really trying to tell us something? The tsunami that even affected Malaysia which I never thought a natural disaster such as this would even reach this country. I was,.... dumbfounded. Yet again it brought out the goodess in people.

I now wonder, why is it that we only show the kindness in our heart for people who are in need, and not freely to all regardless whether they need it or not? Even if the people who give their donations, I do often ponder if it was out for show? Check this out...

Well I guess the first guy was a little "over".. but I do get the gesture. Kindness knows no bounds. Love is abundant. Life is so, we live as such, to never fear Life itself but fear the unlive life. If this side was the only side ot it...

Lord, there are 70,000 out there who are dead, over 20,000 who are missing and 32,000 who are injured. I venerate those who died saving others, teachers for example...parents. I don't know if the stories are true, as the media nowdays sometime get overexcited. However, I know that love is going that extra mile to a level that could even cause one's life. I hope the death toll does not increase. Bless the dead and welcome them in your presense in heaven. Bless the survivors that they may not dwell in the things they cannot undo and live on, knowing strength and perseverence in remembrance of their deceased loved ones. Give anointing to those volunteers who help and aid the rescue operation. Those who are willing to save strangers. Only you know how I can help them, because I don't. Lead me down a path to which I can help others and see the smiles on their faces.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your Paths." proverbs 3: 5-6

A-men

Only one single

Wedding bells Rang for my bro and his beloved wife. what I felt a little weird for these three weeks of my semester break was the constant travelling. I stayed back in KL after my exam for 2 days, then went to Kuantan for a rest on thursday. The, on Sunday the same week, I came back to KLfor a meeting on Monday and Tuesday. Thursday, off to Ipoh..

Preparing for a wedding is so danged hectic, especially when you are involved in it... it wasn't the planning or anything like that. It was the clothes. Never want to look bad on your own bro's wedding... not to mention the last minute tea ceremony for the wife's side of the family... and being the camera person!!!... not easy...but alls well that ends well... for that day that is..
The dinner was...Awesome.. there were 20 people I knew.. some I couldn't recognize.. but they ll knew me...creepy.. the food.. like the normal 8-course dinner..no biggy..
At the end of the session, Dad was thanking the guests and promoting the upcoming wedding next year..(my sis's).. haha, can't beat a father's enthusiasm..

I went home a day after the dinner.. it was a tiring 3-hour journey.. I dozed off, when I opened my eyes..gombak toll...
wedding part two... in subang Imperial China... my God!! the Place had that 5-star service.. but quite hard to get to.. we got lost on the way there, and on the way back. I can never know how my father can explain the way to places but not find the way himself..hmm....
The lunch was a rush though..we were there since 11.30 mornin and the whole thing had to end at 3 sharp for the next reception..they put videos of the photo album and the proposal my bro made to his wife.. it was funny..haha.. don't think I could forget any of it..

What can I say.. when I see them together, I seetwo people made for each other. A perfect match like a jigsaw God was putting together. Now that the wedding's over, I just can't wait for something else....involving little feet...haha...wishing them a Great life together...foreva.

Denatured Proteins.

Haiz.... the sensual smell of fried eggs in the morning.. missing my home..

I'm homeward bound in two days and I feel there's still more to do here.. and time is of the essense. The joys and trials here are real, as reality put it. If my mind was put to the test, I can assure you I can do things I intend to do.. with a nudge here and there. Mother's Day is this week.. I bet you, when the news of my return reaches the church there, I should be expecting a call by this week...Hey, don't have to tell me twice about a gift..

but my mom would refuse a gift.. Called her yesterday.. the house can't fit anymore novelties..

can't write long, got plans today. The moment I've been waiting for this semester..dress shopping. Lord, I hope its a success..

It's not OveR

Exam's over.. or is it?

1. Life itself is a test.. the trials and tribulations tests our faith to God.
2. The Devil tests our will power to withstand temptations..
3. or the plausibilty of our dreams, desires and ambition are tested through our actions.
4. All the time people are watching, testing your walk as you talk, though you don't think they'd notice.

God created the perfect man that is Adam and from him, Eve. But it was Both Adam and Eve's actions that make us, the descendants of his descendant Abraham... human. As humans, I can tell you we would fail all these tests at least once in our lifetime. It is inevitable. As humans, we are a doomed existance.. comma... saved by the grace of God.



(Hey, being a christian means CHOOSING to live by the ways of God.. that does not mean I have to preach the word to every single person I encounter.. doomed is the one who does not know what he is doing.. incorrect statements bring false joy and tormented spirits. This is purely my thoughts.)

Overcoming the Failures:

Quote from Batman begins, " Why do we fall?... so we can learn to pick ourselves up again."

How???...The silent Rule Of Life..

It is ALWAYS a CHOICE.

I can choose to not study for my exam and choose to watch anime instead.
I can choose to end my life as much as I can choose to live on.
I can choose to be dilligent. I can choose to idle.
I can live by faith and have meaning or live in sin and feel nothing.
Choice, I can control that,which equally controls me..
Ergo, I can choose to NOT fail, by an integration of other choices. I can choose to succeed.


"There was a crooked man, and he went a crooked mile,
He found a crooked sixpence beside a crooked stile;
He bought a crooked cat, which caught a crooked mouse,
And they all lived together in a little crooked house."

Alas, the human will is ever so fallible, malleable and vulnerable. Break it , weave it , twist it bend it, whatever... such a crooked end hanging by a thread.

Having crapped all that, the conclusive nutshell is that exams are never over.. even after University...live with it, can't live without. Fact.

May God's Grace and Mercy save us from ourselves. Wash and Cleanse us and bid us free from the plagues of despicable sin... FACT,...God needs bleach.

God -willing, I hope I'll raise my CGPA.

Prayer is the ultimate weapon..
"until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you shall receive. That your joy may be full" John 16:24

~amen

Jeez.

Please let it be over with. These exams can literally "kill" your spirit.

Djo.

Everybody's goin home... except me.. one last paper to go...sobz..

MuM's Day is coming up, haven't decided on a gift yet..